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Tired [09 Feb 2007|11:23am]
[ mood | calm ]

Things are quite different these days.
My best friend is no longer in my life, I'm in love with my boyfriend...hahah well that hasn't changed, I am going back to school this fall, and I have a lot more different friends that make me laugh and are there for me 24/7.
I guess I do not have a lot to complain about since everything seems to be going my way.
I just wish that I was 16 years old again when nothing mattered.
I hate having to try to put such a strong effort out to be somebodys friend.
Is it worth trying anymore?
I have no idea.


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[13 Jan 2005|12:52pm]

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[03 Jan 2005|02:33am]
Take the quiz: "What Kinda Kiss R U?"

Tender Kiss
The tender kiss is the feeling where you can be anywhere and show your feelings.


Take the quiz: "What High School Stereotype Are You?"

You're a prep. You like looking good and having fun, there's nothing wrong with that.

and lastly....

Take the quiz: "What piercing are you?"

You're the popular girls at school. You like your lip gloss, boys and....er...boys. You are confident and have fun with your friends but you dont like to mix with the unpopular kids

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[23 Dec 2004|08:48am]

Merry Christmas!


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[16 Dec 2004|12:43pm]
Hangout with your gir1friend?
Go to the mall with a guy?

FUcking hard choice.

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[12 Nov 2004|08:33am]
You should know that I would never let you go.
I'm here to bear the weight of years.
You turn away what else is left for me to say?
you'll think what you want.
It's like we're once again at the first part.
It's safe to fall if you just trust the ground that you stand on.
I swear I would never let you down.
You should know sometimes it's hard for me
to show my fears but I'm never insincere.
Don't turn away from what you trusted yesterday.
I'm still that person that you can always depend on.
You live and learn but when I'm gone I won't return.
You don't have to feel that burn and
I'll know the time has come when you wake up alone and fine.
But truth is not just in the now

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[15 Oct 2004|10:01am]
[ mood | annoyed ]

April Pellegrino is one of my best friends. If anyone wants to cause drama in her life, I have to regulate. Therefore, if something is none of your business SHUT THE FUCK UP!!

Causing shit is so dumb, we are SENIORS.

Get over yourself!

That is all.

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[14 Sep 2004|01:18pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

Alright so I suck because I forgot my glasses. WEll..fuckin sweet.

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[10 Sep 2004|11:19am]
Nance I love you!

OK so I guess me and Nancy look pretty pathetic seeing how we freak out at being apart from each other. lol

"Dont fuckin say hi to him" haha fucker


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Lets just forget about everything.. [09 Sep 2004|01:03pm]
SO I tried calling out of work today which didnt go over too well.

School sucks as usual and so do the people in it.

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Dude.. [06 Aug 2004|02:42pm]
Alright so I dont know about you guys but my summer is GREAT! haha. So April is mad chill. haha. Going out for walks is sweet. This summer has been pretty sweet. I love every minute of it



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Nobody is luckier than I am...to have a friend like this... [12 Jul 2004|02:46am]
Alright, so it all started when me and Nancy feel in love with each other. Hahah. No but really. It feels good to not have to put on act around her. We get along so well, its crazy. If you were to see me and Nancy, we look like complete opposites. However, we are alike in so many ways.

visiting Ryan at work, Shows, China P, Domination, the hug at the table, slamming each other into lockers, "petting each other". haha there is just to many things.

If you think about..shes heard me cry and ive heard her cry. We are always there for each other.

Honestly, if she didnt exist..my world would suck. She makes it so much better! I love you Nancy!

This is what she wrote this evening...

You are so special to me.
You bring so much joy to my life.
I can't imagine what it would be like if you were not around.
You mean more than the world to me.
You've shown there is more to life than greed through all you've given me.
I'll try my best to always be there for you cause that is what you've done for me.
It won't always be easy.
Sometimes it's give and take,
but I'll do my best to take less than I give.

awww that is a friend!


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[04 Jul 2004|11:01pm]
Alright so I havent updated in a long time. Well here it goes:

I saw Dodgeball with Kelsi, COllin, and Cody. It was so much fun! Then a few days later, the Notebook with Amanda and Kelsi which was also a lot of fun!

I dont know..its like I'm back to my old life, with all my friends. I love it so much! I wouldnt trade it for nothing.

I havent seen Nancy for awhile well until today at Howards. I was so excited!

I guess me and Hecter meet. Which was pretty rad.

Alright so the end to the Chris saga. I guess we hate each other? haha. Honestly...I cant really stand him. However, he finds it necessary to send me a song that explains our "relationship." It was pretty sweet.

You look so peaceful sleepin’,
You don’t know that I’m leaving, but I’m gone.
Well I did my best to beat ‘em, but in my head, the demon said, move on.
You wake up your gonna curse my name.
But as some time goes by I hope and pray.

When you think of me,
Remember the way that I used to be.
Remember the times I held you, tenderly.
Remember the way that I loved you.

I think about the night I met you, I swore I’d never forget you, well I won’t.
I think about the way you’ll live and breath,
Inside my dreams forever.
You’ll be better when I’m gone, you’ll be better when I’m gone.
Cause I know your gonna fall in love again.
I’m sorry this is how it has to end.

But when you think of me, remember the way that I used to be.
Remember the times I held you tenderly.
Remember the way that I loved you.
Oh, when you think of me.

As I pick up these bags and turn around
I say a little prayer and hope somehow.

When you think of me, remember the way that I used to be.
Remember the times I held you, tenderly.
Remember the way that I loved you.

When you think of me, remember the way that I used to be.
Remember the times I held you, tenderly.
Remember the way that I loved you.

Oh, when you think of me, when you think of me
When you think of me, when you think of me.

Well thats the fuckan queer song. I hate that kid so much. The end*

Other stuff prolly happened but I cant remember...o well.

Have a good one everyone!

Its summer!


P.s. I love NAncy Potter and April Pellegrino!

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[03 Jun 2004|11:21am]
Ok. Nancy loves me soooooooooooooooooooooooo much. Like, you don't even know. She thinks that I am the nectar contained within a tube of said nectar. If she could she would squeeze formentioned tube of nectar onto her toothbrush and brush her teeth with my awesome nectarness. Mmmmmmmmmmm. I am nectar, but definately not in a seive.

haha ok whatever that means. Sometimes I think Nancy is crazy. For instance when she decides to meet strange boys at the mall with first telling me. SOmetimes she just carresses my hair for no reason in the middle of class. This often feels pretty weird because its Nancy Potter. hahahha. This is fuckan insane.

One time, Nancy told me and Melissa to wake her up at some hour because she wanted to get ready for the PROM. So me and Melissa stop by and knock on her door for about ten minutes. Then, I decided to just run into the house because I was in fear of her physco dog. It took her like 20 minutes to get up and she was so delirious that I couldnt even contain my laughter even until to this day. hahahha

thats all for now.

I love Ben mahyo!

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[26 May 2004|12:35pm]
[ mood | pleased ]

ALright so..I think I'm done trying all together. Boys are dumb.

I cant wait for this weekend. Its going to be so sweet.

Nancy just wrote me the greatest note ever. It went something like this:
My Love! My Darling! My Only!

hahah so nice. There was some more but these words are the greatest words I've heard in awhile.

School sucks lately. There is just so much drama. I think its pretty good that I'm not involve at all..I dont think. whatever..two more weeks left. Then its all over!

I cant believe this is it. We are all seniors now basically. I'm just going to cry every single day of next year because next year is probably the last year I will ever see anybody in school again.

I hope next year is the best year without any stupid shit and no drama. It should be just about friends.

alright well...i think im done

Come visit me at work Friday night!

Nance, I love you!


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[28 Apr 2004|12:11pm]
[ mood | amused ]

ALright so Europe was wicked sweet. I loved it so much.

My mom decides to tell me I'm not going to prom? haha we'll see biatch.

ummm..Tony disappears with his new high school drop out girlfriend. hahahah. WINNER!

I missed everyone over vacation. Even people that I can't stand talking to. I'm glad to be home in this small town.

Ashley and I are going out to Taco Bell this evening. yay! I have to work tomorrow right after school so if anyone would be kind enough to give me a ride I would be most grateful.

Some people in our grade are a little too boy crazy. Not mentioning any names but one in particular is a little riduculous. Like going from having a boyfriend every week? Ummm yea...Ur Queer.

I think its great that Tony doesnt even pop up in my mind anymore. I guess I'm too busy actually having a normal relationship with somebody else. haha awww. I hope it works out with this kid. That would be pretty sweet.



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[29 Mar 2004|08:28am]
Alright, so my dad got me my 95 Saturn. It is soo sweet. Of course he gives me the keys so I decide to take it for a few rides. I should have known I would have gotten caught sooner or later. Well moral of the story, I did. However, after my dad was finished yelling at me, the only thing he could say was "how did it run?" It was soo sweet you guys have no idea.

I saw Tony this weekend which was so sweet. He isnt working this Friday either so I can actually spend a day with him without him having to work. I'm so amazingly excited. woohoo.

I can't believe I'm back in school. This sucks so bad.

I found my prom dress. It's like a bright turquoise color. It is so pretty. I'm so mad thou that it cost like $300. O well.

I start working at Howards Sunday. That means money all the time without having to ask my dad.

Me and Ashley got into our first real fight. It sucked. WEll at least I know now that she would tell me if she was pissed. However, it ended good. I just need to pay her like 10 bucks when my dad gets paid again. So like i think later on today or something.

ALright well im done..bye


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[19 Mar 2004|01:01pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

blah blah blah. I can't see Tony this weekend..haha my life is so over. haha not really. This is going to be so sweet. yeaaah.

Alright..me and Nance are on good terms again. She rawks. hahah.



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YEAHH!! [15 Mar 2004|07:58am]
Alright, so I slept over Tony's house..Saturday night. It was pretty sweet waiting for him at Melchi's house until 10:30. It wasnt that bad thou because I actually talked to Capito. Yea..hes pretty hot. Anyways so I guess Sherly..(Tony's..person that ones the house) came up with some names..including mine that has stolen...hahahah ready for this QUARTERS from her daughter. When Tony told me that she thought it could be me...I just laughed. So therefore, when I went over there..I'm pretty close to Danielle.."girl who had some quarters" I told her that hey you know..I justr want to clear up that I do steal quarters..I'm pretty sure I have bigger BILLS and wouldnt need change. She said that she understood and didnt think it was me anyway. Ok so..not too bad.

Then there is this other girl..Melissa who use to be cool and now she is so annoying. Seriously, I wouldnt even talk to her if she went to my school. But whats really funny is that when me and Tony broke up for a couple of days, she said she never liked me in the first place? hahaha dude...I stopped liking you the second time I ever saw you. She kinda reminds me of Jessica Mccann..or Kathy or something. whatever. And shes not even pretty..shes a dog..so she can just go lay down. mwahahha,

Then my mom decides to tell me that I blew off Kelsi becasue she showed up at my house on Saturday looking for me. Ok listen..I seriously havent talked to Kelsi on the phone for at least a month..and I would never just blow somebody off like that.

I actually woke up early today, it was pretty sweet. I even took a shower in the morning..usually I just sleep until the last possible second and wear the first thing I find. I dont know..I think I'm in somewhat of a good mood now. yeaaa. sweet.

I'm excited for tomorrow because I think I may see Tony tomorrow night. yeaa..it will be fun. I love hiding like I'm a Jew in hise house behind his bureau. haha whatever. AT least he has a lock on his door. And he even put up a sheet behind his bureau..so you couldnt see me if I was there, yay. Fun times. I'm excited for Tony because, he is getting like 217 dollars next week for working 32 hours. Thats a lot of money at one time. haha hes going to go crazy with that shit.

I talked to Chris Morin Friday on the computer when I was at Ashley's. He's a good kid. Maybe sometime I'll actually talk to him like I talk to him on the computer. Ahsley said I was all giddy when I finally got off the computer. haha Whatever.

Fridat Night me and Ashley wen tout to Janines..and got some good food. It was pretty sweet. Then when we were over Melchi's we had Chinesse Food. But haha we ate everything because we hadn't eaten anything since the night before at 7 p.m. Therefore, when it came time for supper the next night at like 6:30..I was starvin. haha I think Melchi thinks we are the biggest pigs whatever.

well time to go down to guidance.



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yaaa School. [23 Feb 2004|08:19am]
[ mood | awake ]

So I thought my mom was going to Jamacia last Friday but it turns out it is this Friday. Isn't everybody excited? Because I know I am so much that my mom is going to warm climate while I'm stuck in the fuckan cold.

So in other news, I had a pretty good week. It went by way to short though and it sucked so bad.

Then my boyfriend decides to be a fuck up in life and made me cry all last night. I didn't even get that much sleep because of it. It was intense. I loved every minute of it.

I just told Nancy a part of the story. aww

Alright well that is a pretty good summary of my week folks. cya


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